I feel claustrophobic and I see weird stuff I can’t find any relation to anywhere in my dreams…I belong somewhere else but not here and can’t stand people anymore I hate practically everyone… I’m never understood or misunderstood nobody understands my ideas. I just don’t belong here. “It’s not simple stage fright or performance anxiety,” writes Harvard psychologist Amy Cuddy in her book Presence: Bringing Your Boldest Self to Your Biggest Challenges.“Rather, it’s the deep and sometimes paralyzing belief that we have been given something we didn’t earn and don’t deserve and that at some point we’ll be exposed.”The first and most important thing you need to know about that feeling – the feeling that yo… Your current mood . I spent a lot of my life feeling like an outsider. _g1.setAttribute('src', _g1.getAttribute('data-src') ); So first and foremost, be kind to yourself. Being passionate about unpopular things may make others pick up on your differences and tease you for it. It is a choice and only a choice. But now I’m starting to doubt some things – my way that is. There’s talking and then there’s too much talking. I don’t belong here. In your adult years, this gap separating you from other people only becomes bigger. Old souls often feel like they don’t belong here, especially when growing up. I’ve been feeling this way for several years now. I don`t understand the education system which tries to memories the fact instead of expressing the importance of that knowledge why it grows in the first place . Their way is about “enjoying” life by destroying it. I feel there it’s no good in people anymore and because I’m empathetic I get constantly screwed over… I’m a sentient being with a fragile heart and I’m breaking into a trillion pieces… This is not my home. If you want to get in touch with me, hit me up on Twitter or Facebook. Lately a lot has been happening in my country. The depression that people see from the outside isn’t that bad in my head. Im here but don’t fit in I would like to meet people in the same situation. I not only know what there thinking but what you will say next .where your most likely from . Being passionate about unpopular things may make others pick up on your differences and tease you for it. I don’t like being around people. When you feel like you don’t belong in the place where you’re standing now, I hope you remember that you don’t have to belong to just one place. I'm a bit miserable and I can't put a finger on it. Thanks for not schwasting on video games. Small talk. Sadly, the society we live in is giving more and more importance to primitive instincts and material needs. Hack Spirit has over 30,000 subscribers receiving Lachlan’s daily emails. Ok, skipping to the point, please listen to me. I refuse to accept. However, you find your path in life and don’t care the same about what they think about you. I have a new dog - which is amazing. Can you grow or hunt your own food, build a house, provide medical assistance or protection from danger… No, you have a useless talent. I don’t drive. I get severe panic attacks at watching the news, going to the supermarket. But this article helped to calm me down, thank you. Inspired by this fact, I wrote the book The Power of Misfits: How to Find Your Place in a World You Don’t Fit In to help all those introverts, empaths, and deep thinkers who feel alien to modern society. I love my family with all my heart. I have nothing left. This is a place of lies, betrayal, greed and all evils a human body could contain. But because of actions and behaviors, I still feel like I don’t belong and that my voice is not heard. your intentions. I have learned to accept this at 36 and move on. If I close my eyes I can feel it there. 4 Reasons Why It May Be a Good Thing, What Happens When You Say Yes When You Should Be Saying No. I’m empathetic, I’m friendly when I do meet people, I respect people even when they don’t deserve it, I have morals and values..that just doesn’t seem to match with most others. I don’t want to be a part of this system where my money goes into funding terrorists and the destruction of this planet. Well, there are many theories, but in the end it comes down to what we all choose to believe in. My sister is 18 going to a Christian college and living at home. But even then I felt like I didn’t belong. I’m always alone and it’s killing me. We share articles just like the one you’re reading right now. They don't agree with the way I live and I don't agree with the way they live--we agree to disagree. Earth’s medication. ‘I Don’t Belong Anywhere’: What to Do If You Feel This Way, Do You Feel Disconnected from Reality? Some people are strong talkers but incredibly weak listeners. I love him to pieces. I exist. Yes, only comments I’ve heard in ages that help me feel a little comfort. Here are some deep-rooted possible reasons why you might not feel that you belong: Negative childhood experiences are almost always the first thing that psychiatrists and psychologists analyze when trying to understand an adult’s existing negative thoughts because our childhoods shape so much of who we are. Friends are constantly inviting you to parties and office mates are asking you for a round of drinks, and yet you still feel like you’re floating aimlessly in an empty universe. I really don't understand why. You might be earning $10,000 a month but that won’t mean anything if you’re overworked and unhappy all the time. Regardless, the very existence on this beautiful planet is frustrating at least, because people who are able to do a positive change don’t have the power to do that, while the power is in the hands of the ones guided by primitive instincts and goals like power, money and destruction. Are you a liberal or a conservative? I’m not trying to play the violin here..but I’m an only child, 36 year old, no family that cares, and I can count two friends on my hand. German Shepherd (Alsatian) so he's a big boy. Their own sense of achievement and accomplishment. I’m pro-gun person. Where or how did you learn your definition of belonging. The feeling of belonging stems primarily from our family life, and whether or not your parents and family did a good job of making you feel like you would receive unconditional love and a constant home. I too, often feel like I don’t belong. For starters, you could practice with friends and acquaintances instead of going directly to strangers. This world is beautiful, and I see the beauty in it. What are the exact elements that you feel would make you feel like you belong? Like it’s a struggle to make it through the simplest of tasks. How do you define it? I don't know what to do. I relate to that song so much in a way, but in another way I abhor it because it sounds like a mass murderer’s anthem too (“let the bodies hit the floor”) which is so not me…but the idea that it’s SOCIETY that has something wrong with it is the strongest theme for me. In a world saturated by interaction, it can be a little ironic that likes, shares, and comments make you feel lonelier than ever. I feel trapped in this body of mine.Then I often ask myself if I don’t belong to this world, then where do I belong? Then again, as I believe that everything’s possible, maybe there is a higher goal that each of us carries within meaning that everything has it’s purpose. Do you feel that way sometimes too? Some of us might just be forcing the feeling or pretending that we feel it; others might be hiding from the feelings that they don’t belong altogether. Learning Mind does not provide medical, psychological, or any other type of professional advice, diagnosis, or treatment. How can I be in such a place of destruction? But I’m not truly LIVING. I can go without it, but it helps keep my thoughts in check whenever I’m alone. _g1.setAttribute('srcset', _g1.getAttribute('data-srcset')); Did any of the above-described things ring true for you? Ask yourself: what do you value? Read a book Damn it. Like the virus we really don’t want to kill the place we inhabit, but to stupid to adapt to kept it thriving. Patricia, I think it’s ok to feel this way. I’m not sure when this dialouge was started but I’m sure you have a lot to expand upon by now. _g1.classList.remove('lazyload'); Lately I've felt like it even more. } catch(e) {}, by We don’t understand the feeling of not belonging. My dad and older sister are really close and my little sister and mom are really close. Here are 8 common reasons why people feel this way and how one might approach these underlying causes. You went through a lot. don’t feel bad. The only person who I feel is there for me is my dad. And basically what I’ve done is fuck all: half-efforts, always not satisfied, not finishing shit, never filling myself up (with likewise effects on relationships). The average human just doesn’t seem to understand.my friends think I’m nuts Hope we all find our way good luck everyone. I'm too sensitive. If you are feeling like a misfit, you may want to read my recent articles that provide some guidance for coping with this emotional state: When the flood of comments came in response to this article, I realized that there were far more people who felt like they didn’t belong here, in this world and society, than I had imagined. while I’m sure some can be attributed to my abusive, isolated childhood and the rough time I’ve had in my adult years, I honestly don’t think these are the sole reasons. I hear about the Indian army raping women in Kashmir. You can surround yourself with people but you won’t really feel connected with any of them if you’re only using a mask. I’ve been there many times. Not in ‘earlier times’, or ‘in a different generation’, but an entirely different world. That’s why seeing people around you chasing ephemeral goals and being interested in meaningless stuff is so disappointing. It’s actually a pleasant warmth and comfort to know such a beautiful place exists but it brings me such grief to feel like I can’t reach it. Hi just read your blog if that’s what it’s called.i feel like I don’t belong on this planet, waiting to be picked up.ive felt like this for years. Has anyone had this? I see people hurt animals online , it’s so common. When we are with her family or her friends, I feel like I am an outsider and that I don’t belong there. But it speaks to me, this viewpoint. But he's a 7 month old pup. Why not to have a warlike atitude against humans? The other mums are all having/had number 2/3 I have a lot of childless by choice friends but I don't fit there either. I am away from all of this physically ,but I can’t ignore it. If you feel like you don't belong anywhere, that you just don't fit in with those around you, it can be isolating and emotionally difficult. Also I want to add, that I’m trying to keep in mind that most of society these days are on some kind of medication, which usually dulls the spirit. I end up feeling like everyone around me is a total idiot. :( It may not even sound that bad but not having a family is the worst thought and feeling. Why should you live another day, force another smile, pay another bill? Yes, at one time, I was just as pious, pompass and a critical a-hole as any could get. Even if you have no interest in mundane politics, there’s no existence without conflict. I don’t know how else to say it. Doctors label you as depressed or antisocial and want to dope you up on drugs to make you feel and act like society thinks you should. I guess I’ve been afraid to not be guided by others, and so live life really. There is only one of you and we need everybody. It didn’t. if ( localStorage.getItem(skinItemId ) ) { Once you seek these, it will almost feel like they are finding you… you will bump into them everywhere. And this can be painful in your awkward childhood and teenage years, making you feel like a misfit who doesn’t have a place in this world. Why is it not, that this world is being taking away from us? I’m so sorry for your PTSD, hugs to you and your lady.. tell her she is an angel for being with you. Is your solution to feeling like you belong realistic, healthy, and doable? Idk. In my mind, all that would change once I moved to a new city to start my career. That’s why I don’t seek friends out, Some people see me as being too sensitive….are they right? Have you tried listening to some positive messages on podcasts yet? Thank you for reading. Empaths are so sensitive to the emotions and energy of other people that they may find it uncomfortable to be around them. People decided the value of a thing and others go along with it ripping up the ground for something so unimportant. The desire to be a part of something bigger than ourselves seems to be our innate need, which probably has evolutionary roots (remember the well-known notion that human is a social animal?). I feel so similar to the people that are commenting. We never actually address the true root of our issues: the reality that we don’t feel that we belong, and we don’t even know where to begin. I find it difficult to make friends, I don’t have friends cause most people do not understand me even my siblings. Don’t be afraid to show the world your true colors. Anna LeMind is a psychology enthusiast who holds a bachelor's degree in social sciences. You're not the only one who feels like you don't belong, there are tons of us. I hear you! But extremely hard to connect on a ( real ) level. Is this a spiritual awakening? I don’t belong here. Sometimes I feel like this is all just a simulation and I need to wake up. Which I’m super grateful for in my life. And when we constantly find ourselves struggling to define our goals and ambitions to those around us, it can leave us feeling disconnected and disassociated from those who should be closest to us. It may seem shallow, but it can be surprising just how much our animal brains are influenced by the visual cues all around us. I’ve always been ‘different’. I say out loud to myself, “I’m feeling weird, I think there’s something wrong with me”. Just multiply and consume until its dead. I feel like I don’t belong when my family goes to Desi parties – this is exactly why Gender-segregated parties and weddings have, to some extent, always been a part of my life. I don’t know how much longer I can take this, I can’t talk to anyone in my family without judgement or being met with an expectation that I should deal with my own issues. And I have to admit I feel like the world I belong to isn’t so far out of my reach, and yet, it might as well be on the other side of the Universe. My treasure are laid up somewhere beyond the blue. I’m a war veteran with deppression, anxiety, insomnia and other health issues. Politics are at the center of every single thing and regardless of where you stand on them you are ostracized and belittled into obscurity for not being enough X or being too much Y because nobody respects others anymore. I have a graduate degree in Psychology and I’ve spent the last 6 years reading and studying all I can about human psychology and practical ways to hack our mindsets. The thing is: If we, who have something (or a lot more) to offer, decide to leave this world, this fucking beautiful but aching world, the who the hell will be left to save it? Moreover, it’s not a bad thing at all and is, in fact, an indication of increased awareness and sensitivity. I hear about the Indian police causing chaos in Muslim University in Delhi. Listen to your instincts and stop creating an idealized version of what friendship is. I grew up feeling I was switched at birth due to being nothing like my family. What matters to them doesn’t matter to me because it has nothing to do with appreciating life (not in a quote unquote tree hugger way… I do care about the environment though). I’m here for you. Drop me off at a barbecue, a kid’s birthday party, a book club, a work meeting – any kind of group setting, really – and that’s how I will almost certainly feel. It’s alright to feel shy. I want to rip out my eyes so I can’t see. Your persona is also defined by the person you want to be in a year or in ten years; the person you want to grow into. Just as intellect is important when determining whether we’re in the right crowd, our religious and political beliefs are important, too. I’m Lachlan Brown, the founder, and editor of Hack Spirit. I sleep so that I can stay away from the world it feels like I shouldn’t be in. I want to THANK YOU for the confirmation that what I’m doing and where I’m going is right. Race should only matter when concerns of healthcare (it’s been proven what works for some races don’t work for others), but other than that who gives a damn what color your skin is. It just goes over their heads. We have more time to think than ever before but it can feel like we have less reason to exist. I’m not meant to live like this. Civil Armamentist! There’s a growing individual emptiness in all of us; the feeling of being lonely and alone, even when we’re surrounded by people all around. I can feel my existence , humans are stupid , I think I am not belong to this world , I imagine my home in ice Land , no humans only me and myself there , Lots of things I want to share , lots of answers I need to know , where is my actual home , who I am , Why I behave like human , I want to live alone or with someone who are also like me only if anyone here who want to talk with me so this is my Instagram account – ashraf_ansari_aesthetic please talk please and if you will messaged me so remember don’t say me hi say something about this topic cz I don’t reply everone. I sometimes feel I don't belong on this planet. I felt (and still do) so … We often confuse it with feelings like loneliness, boredom, and depression, and so we try to fill the void in the same way that we’d solve those issues; surrounding ourselves with people, staying overstimulated all the time, or taking medication to feel better. We have a tendency to put on a persona and do or say things we don’t really identify with in order to please others. Sometimes it’s an issue that exists entirely in your mind, so you have to trace back the source of your negative beliefs. My mother and sisters are the opposite of me. It’s not always about who you are right now, because your persona isn’t defined by the person you woke up as today. It was really difficult to be myself in that family without someone judging me. The realization that escaping to a new environment did not change who I was or how I felt hit me like a ton of bricks. I agree with you Kimberly. For example, if you are saying “I don’t belong” and what you you find you mean is, ‘I don’t feel like anyone values my input’, this can immediately give you new goals. Banter. I feel like I wasn't born into the right family at all. I see your childhood . I feel like i have no special bond with my family. And it doesn’t mean that there is anything mentally wrong with us for feeling that way. Just because we are here doesn’t mean we belong here. Take the time to understand what your dreams are, and take careful, measured steps towards them. If you’re feeling hopeless or a little lonely, know that you’re not the only one. Humans are naturally predisposed to chasing meaning and purpose in their lives. I was abused by my ex-Husband and so I moved away from this area. The world as it is. Yeah i know they love me and all but not as much as they love my sisters... i just dont feel like i belong in my family. It makes people ego centric and emotionless. You don’t have to be the life of the party to make friends. I can wake up in SUCH A BAD MOOD but not let it affect me .. At times lol . _g1 = document.getElementById('g1-logo-inverted-source'); It feels like ultimately all endeavour is meaningless as is the void that we all inhabit, I understand the point of life being a journey and there never being a true goal but if that’s the case; a journey with no defined end can reach its end at any point, which ultimately deems the length irrelevant which also then compromises the point of the journey itself. DH obviously doesn't get it. This Covid 19 crisis is proving people are not cut out for a world without entertainment. This is the only website I have found that talks about this. I feel the exact same way. The people in my church thinks he is mister wonderful, and don’t believe me, even though I had witnesses. Trying to look at this, after reading others comments, that we are….the 1% of the population. Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. All I hear are complaints from people (those I know and those I don’t). Like today is Saturday and I have to work from 11-9 yesterday I worked from 3-10 and I'm soooo tired and dead not to mention I have to work weekends and have school mon-fri. This dimension. Guess that’s just not a common/popular thing for most of society to obtain. Ok so my family is ok I guess . Introverts and people who are just naturally quiet may have a harder time finding their pack simply because they haven’t really tried engaging so much. i might finally be happy to live the rest of my life if i have you, same for you as well. Everyone there (and my family) treat me like I’m an alien. Friends are constantly inviting you to parties and office mates are asking you for a round of drinks, and yet you still feel like you’re floating aimlessly in an empty universe. So yeah that must be right. Their terms and conditions of use and privacy policy are disgusting. I am part of a family but not part of the family. (yes, I’ve met Old Souls.). I guess people would tell me I’m high all the time even though the only things that I get high off of are my thoughts. by Catherine Pratt www.Life-With-Confidence.com Do you feel like an outsider, like you don’t belong anywhere or that you just don’t fit in? Today, we will discuss four categories of people who are very likely to have a sense of detachment from the world because of their emotional and mental makeup. Is there a group where like minded people can talk? I am evaluating All this. Alone in the Crowd: Why Do Introverts Feel Lonely at Parties & Gatherings? I moved back and I moved in with my daughter. It’s daunting. As are Amazon’s. My church is full of warm and loving people who work very hard for the church and love Jesus. _g1 = document.getElementById('g1-logo-inverted-img'); I really long to know where I truly belong. Here are some “everyday” habits that could make it challenging for you to connect with other people: Even in the age of oversharing, there are some people who find it difficult to open up. Lachlan graduated with a psychology degree in 2012. Although socialization and fostering deep bonds are two great ways to feel like you belong somewhere, you won’t ever really feel like you’re a part of something bigger than yourself if you don’t work on your insecurities. If you don’t like people who throw parties every week or drink every weekend, maybe it’s because those people aren’t your people. If you are feeling this way and are looking for answers, you may want to check my book on Amazon. I feel like I am reaching a breaking point soon and I want to let my parents know but I don’t want to disappoint them by “disrupting the family harmony” either. The modern world makes it difficult to find genuine connections in a sea of never ending interactions. I doubt nothing, shun on nobody. WTF. Give yourself time to heal and let go. try { I find most ignorant . I don’t fit in this world. Maybe you just haven’t found the right people yet. And I keep distance from people. If it sounds classic, it’s because it has always been so. I also feel like my parents always compares me with my two sisters. When you finally understand your worth, you’ll realize that you don’t need to be this imaginary person in your head to be well-liked or loved. If you are an empath, you know that every time you watch a news broadcast or learn something sad about someone you know, you get truly upset. Whenever we had dinner I felt like I was the weird kid sitting with the popular kids. Actually i have only met one other like me . Do you value giving back to the community or raising your own wealth? Not enough understanding within me…, It hurts to say this but I’m all of those and it hurts but thank you for posting this you are a great person even though I’m crying as I type this. My dad is a pastor and my mom is a nurse. _g1.classList.remove('lazyload'); And I am worried of a world that seems to be being put in smaller and smaller boxes while we lose more and more options to react. I try to contribute to the conversations we have as a family and if I don’t agree with what they are saying, I … Finally, it might just be your ambitions. Jokes. I hope you know that you have countless possibilities only if you’re brave enough to step out of your comfort zone and see beyond your wall of fears. It’s the feeling that you were meant to be here, and whatever your purpose may be is intrinsically connected to the place where you belong. The post resonated with me, spoke to me directly. Its depressing as hell though, I’ll tell you that. We are all struggling in some areas of our life even if we don’t say it to anybody. I am glad to know that I am not the only person who feels like I don’t belong or fit in at my church. I mean, does it not make sense that the most you “try” to fit in, the more you won’t be able to? A spiritual awakening is a great experience that elevates you to a higher level of consciousness and turns you into a spiritually evolved being. Learning Mind is a blog created by Anna LeMind, B.A., with the purpose to give you food for thought and solutions for understanding yourself and living a more meaningful life. Will it get better? To me, I don't belong in this family that we share a last name together. I just waiting the time when I will vanish from this world and become free of everything . But what happens in the case of people who don’t only lack this need but also feel that they don’t really fit in this world? Like, This isn’t my real body (what I mean is, this isn’t what I look like on the inside, or should I say, what my soul says my real self looks like), and the life I’m living seems to be merely an existence. Here are four fundamental that help create that sense of security: Having a job and having a vocation are two different things. It did not matter how many escapes I made; the same issues still came up: I was still me, and I still didn’t belong anywhere. I know I’m different but when I tell people that they think I am being full of myself. Most people think I’m just depressed, or just being different. if you’re interested, contact me here [email protected]. When your attempts at winning over other people’s affections are backfiring, take a step back and relax. I have no home here, no family, no one… I just want to know what is on the other side, where do people go, everything just vanish and I am always left here whyyyy… Please take me home or to the place I belong. The whole family were downstairs chatting, laughing & talking about my uncle's wedding in August & for the first time I felt like I wasn't a part of the family. var _g1; My friendship group mainly came from my old high school days. I feel like my soul is relatively young compared to some I’ve met. If we decide, seeing and admitting the problem of the situation, to get involved with it fully consciously and seriously, then I mean, we would have strength in doing so. At least you let it out… I love you for that. Take a Free Test to Find Out! I an Engineering student and see people around me just want to pass the exam or to get at the top rather not getting the point of harnessing the knowledge what they are getting . So many questions. You don’t have to make major changes to who you are as a person to finally be with the people you want. If you are a deep thinker, then you probably know what truly matters in life. 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